I would have never guessed that at 23 I would be begging for stability. But I do want it and it’s something I want long term but not short term.

I want to travel and live amongst different people and cultures. I want to grow and sit in different seats every day if I can. I want to eat in various places on various pieces of land. But right now I really crave stability.

I crave to be still, just for a moment and to have a placid state of mind rather than brace daily, tumultous winds and rains that I”ve been feeling for quite some time now.

I just want a solid ground and a warm bed to sleep in. Feeling safe and ready to see the new day. I want stability. I pray I find it.